it's a much different story for steve. there is a warrant for his arrest after he missed a court appearance. police say he tried osteal a sweatshirt while high on meth in august. i texted him before the hearing today, asking if he would attend. he answered, not feeling like going to jail and they would take me if i showed. i can't get past this. the connection her and i had was so strong. last night i slept on the streets again. i lost everything because of her and the life she forced me into. this hole i'm in is so deep, i can't get out of. in the past i could pull myself together. i can't find that strength in me. it's just not there. what is there instead is a welcoming that my end will be soon. i can't live like this. i tried to call him several times to see if he's okay and just got his voice mail. i'm posting screen shots of those texts at abc7news.com. >> by the way, nadia is still facing drug and child endangerment charges in southern california, but her lawyer says the case may be dropped if she continues to do we